FOUR TANKA
Sonia Tam
I. Sixteen-hour flight
The night before my
flight, we look at each other
like it is the last
time. Two months will pass, and I
will know, soon, that we were right.
II. Ash
I drop paper in
the fire, watch it burn to
ash that floats to the
sky where you are, wondering
if tears, too, can burn to ash.
III. Days between
Dad counted the days
between his parents’ deaths. In
the cold air, alone,
Dad sighs – and says this is the
number of days since Dad died.
IV. Funeral in white
Today I saw a
funeral with men in white.
Wearing my black dress,
I bow three times, fearing the
day I forget how to grieve.
Sonia Tam is a senior majoring in English and Asian Studies with minors in Race and Ethnic Studies and Creative Writing.