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Jocelynn Hunter Dow


 

Julianna

 

she looks like a Julianna 

I’ve met several Julianna’s in my lifetime 

they have eyes black like their hair 

and smile a whole lot 

and laugh from their gut 

because they find everything to be funny 

for some reason they don’t like mushrooms 

unless its sautéed a certain way 

and songs about the universe or reuniting soulmates 

always make them cry 

I am definite that she is a Julianna 

then someone, who looks like an Alex, shouts

“Hey Simone!” 

she turns around

the more I look at her 

the more she looks like a Simone 


 

Genetics is a Funny Thing

 

I’m often told that I look like my dad

maybe it’s because of how we both smile with our eyes too much

or how the shape of our faces is square and sharp much like ourselves

or in the way our lower lip can’t help but slightly pout  

it’s probably because of our tall posture,

as if we know from deep within our spines

that we descend from cocky royalty

 

very rarely am I told that I look like my mom

but sometimes I see it

in my round nose that turns hot red when I’m cold

in the way that I speak from the soles of my feet

in the shape of my alert tired eyes

she’s a very pretty woman 

with her womanly loud laughter

with the womanly symmetry in her face and curves

with her womanly approach to conflict with reason and feeling

I think it was her pretty that saved me;

her feminine melding evenly with my dad’s masculine

to make me feel pretty and not handsome

to make me whole 

 

I find it funny

my parents tell me that I look like my grandma,

my mom’s mom; 

her and I have the same soft clay-colored flesh 

the same gentle diction

the same sweet stubbornness  

the same bad habit of seeing clutter as tiny treasures 

we had even made the same wish

when we were little girls,

in different times,

to have a kingdom of animals

to love and love us back

without judgment 

 

 

wouldn’t it be so funny

if I would later have a daughter

that looks less like me

and was more like my mother?

 

I think it’d be even funnier

if her daughter,

my daughter’s daughter,

wound up getting skin as sensitive as her heart

or a smile full of shifting teeth

maybe even a soul that is far too kind 

without motives

and even hates itself for such kindness at times

when it’s taken advantage of

and shown over and over again

that humans can be cruel on purpose

yet

it still finds so many reasons to love

wouldn’t it be so unfortunate

if she ended up being like

me.

 

 


Jocelynn Hunter Dow, a member of the Class of 2025 at Mason Gross School of the Arts, embodies a multifaceted commitment to creativity and community. Hailing from Monmouth County, NJ, Jocelynn is pursuing her BFA in visual arts with a concentration in painting, accompanied by double minors in creative writing and Africana studies. She actively contributes to the Honors College and Douglass Residential College programs, where she excels in both academic and leadership roles.

Her vibrant expressions on canvas and the page not only reflect her passion for creativity but also serve as catalysts for joy and connection in the spaces they inhabit. Jocelynn’s mission extends far beyond personal success; she aims to inspire, provoke change, and foster inclusivity within communities. Through her art, she seeks to dismantle barriers and create bridges between cultures and perspectives. Whether through solo exhibitions, collaborative projects, or community workshops, Jocelynn’s commitment to uplifting others through art remains steadfast.

Jocelynn is a proud member of Alpha Kappa Alpha Sorority, Incorporated, where she continues to embody the values of service, leadership, and sisterhood.