{"id":5096,"date":"2025-03-26T16:26:14","date_gmt":"2025-03-26T16:26:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/sites.rutgers.edu\/writers-house-review\/?page_id=5096"},"modified":"2025-03-26T16:26:59","modified_gmt":"2025-03-26T16:26:59","slug":"loss-of-touch","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/sites.rutgers.edu\/writers-house-review\/2024-winter-showcase-award-winners\/loss-of-touch\/","title":{"rendered":"Loss of Touch"},"content":{"rendered":"<hr \/>\n<h4><em>Adugo Okafor<\/em><\/h4>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">The lampposts lined up along the street pavement flickered like dying fireflies when Rosie and Zora began to walk home. They might have spent a bit too long at Spiotta Park but that wasn\u2019t Zora\u2019s fault. A carnival was hosted there today and she wasn\u2019t going to turn down free food. Plus her eight-year old sister refused to withdraw from the huddle of easily impressed toddlers watching a flamboyant magician yank a yard of tied multi-colored handkerchiefs out of his top hat. Now the sky had started to lose the orangish hue of the setting sun, gaining a more purple stain splattered with cotton pink clouds. Their gray-plaid skirts had long since gotten rumpled and soiled but luckily it\u2019s a Friday. She doubts the nuns will break into their front door, point at their uniforms and chastise them for not being \u201cproper ladies\u201d.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYou think Mommy is home by now?\u201d Her sister asked, tugging one of the pastel blue ribbons that bundled her braids. Whenever Rosie was anxious about anything as of late, Zora noticed she\u2019s compelled to hold onto something. The maroon dining table cloth, the flimsy curtains that hung by their bedroom window, the navy blue railings of their school building. But holding Zora in some form usually calms her down so she takes Rosie\u2019s left hand in hers as she has done countless times before.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cHer job ends at five. What makes you think she won\u2019t be home?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Rosie shrugged, focusing on the pebble her dusty, black shoe has been kicking for two minutes. \u201cI don\u2019t know. Mommy\u2019s been acting super funny after Daddy went into the ground. She doesn\u2019t pick us up from school anymore.\u201d\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Without knowing how time had flown, they arrived at their apartment building. It had that dull, rusty red color that made Zora wince if she looked too long. Four stories high with a long overdue renovation; Zora can flick her finger on a piece of the building\u2019s bricks and a bit-sized chunk would pop out. She swears the black, patterned carpet at its entrance is much older than her. Not to mention most of the tenants, or at least their kids, are somewhat familiar with the Booker sisters. Ah yes, Ridgewood Apartments. Home sweet home.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">February, however, had robbed them from seeing the sweet yellow daisies that tend to grow in the row of bushes pressed against its walls. So that\u2019s a bummer.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Zora said while pushing the glass door, \u201cRo-ro I\u2019m twelve. I can walk us home just fine.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">The middle-aged reception lady wasn\u2019t there to greet them as usual, the Nortel landline ringing with no one available to answer. But Rosie was drawn to the hypnotic sound, struggling from Zora\u2019s grasp with this foolish want to pick up the phone.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Zora pulled the stubborn girl into the elevator, rolling her eyes. \u201cMrs. Garcia will get it eventually. Now press three.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">She wishes their elevator had music like in those cartoon movies but only silence filled the space until a quiet \u2018ding\u2019 was heard. Exiting the elevator, Rosie\u2019s hand was getting a little sweaty. Then out of nowhere, Rosie says, \u201cI tried hugging Mommy yesterday and she didn\u2019t hug me back. What if she doesn&#8217;t like me anymore?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Zora froze, her hand stopped from turning their spare key to unlock the door. Until she laughed nonchalantly to say what could be the truth or a complete lie. \u201cRosie, Mom loves you. You got some funny questions today.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Upon opening the door, her eyes soon landed on a hollow-eyed woman still in her black scrubs. Her registered nurse badge had been thrown carelessly on the tiled floor of the apartment. She was sitting on their old, worn-out beige sofa, swirling a glass of bourbon. The ice was reflected in her eyes and captured her ears, ears that held a fascination with its sharp clinging. Ears that appeared to care more about the clinks and clanks made from a glass of bourbon.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Zora shouted, \u201cMom? Mom! We\u2019re back!\u201d The breathing corpse jolted and whipped her head to the direction of the sound, relaxing upon realizing it was her children.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">She smiled but it might as well have been filled with worms. \u201cYes I can see that. By the way, I picked up McDonalds after work, it\u2019s in the kitchen.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Zora shook her head, about to explain how they\u2019ve eaten quite a lot at the park but Rosie squealed with glee, waving her arms in the air. \u201cMcDonalds again! Yes! Is there a Happy Meal?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Her mother sighed, \u201cYes I got you your Happy Meal.\u201d Rosie ran to the kitchen, ecstatic as their mother slowly stood up with her glass, heading towards an empty bedroom with too many memories. Zora was hanging up her backpack on the nailed rack when the older woman tilted her head to the side sluggishly, trying to maintain her failing grasp on the nauseatingly white walls.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">She said, \u201cI got a new job. It\u2019s on weekends, I start on Sunday.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Zora answered, not feeling as carefree as whenever she talks with Rosie. \u201cThat\u2019s great Mom.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">She scratched her kinky, dark-brown hair mindlessly until the scrunchie came loose from its messy bun, \u201cYour Aunt Jazz said I can\u2019t leave you two alone in the house. So I\u2019m bringing a babysitter,\u00a0 he\u2019s a close friend of your Dad. Knew each other from college.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Zora then asked, \u201cWhy can\u2019t Aunt Jazz watch us? Her house is only a few blocks-<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cCuz it\u2019s my life and your aunt ain\u2019t in charge of it. She can think that all she wants. So you better mind your business and turn those lights off at nine.\u201d She interrupted her daughter, raising her voice in that sharp tone to signal that the conversation was over.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">After stumbling to her room and shutting the door, Rosie came running to the living room with a cheeseburger on a paper plate. She sat down on the couch, ready to grab the remote until Zora snatched it from her reach. \u201cWha-<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWe have to wear our pajamas. Kim Possible isn\u2019t on till eight.\u201d She dutifully reminded the ball of energy, placing a hand on her hip. As expected, Rosie groaned obnoxiously and ran over to the dressers in their shared bedroom.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cHey! I know you\u2019re not taking that plate in our room! Did you even wash it?!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Time had passed, the sisters did their nightly routine and now Zora held her baby blue blanket, laying across the sofa, watching Rosie dance in her matching cupcake pajamas and horribly sing the Kim Possible theme song. \u201cKim Possible! Call me beep me, you wanna reach me\u2026.na na na na it\u2019s okay! Whenever you need me, maybe call me\u2026\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">It was playing on a Toshiba CRT TV. Dad had bought it two years ago on their last Christmas together. He carried the thing in a heavy box and dropped it like he was Santa Claus who had too much eggnog and that\u2019s why he forgot to sneak in through the chimney. His laugh wasn\u2019t that different either, though it was more gruff than jolly. Rosie grinning from ear to ear called him a black Santa that day and nobody could argue that. And he always did give the warmest hugs, lifting Rosie and her, shaking until they couldn\u2019t stand straight.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cBabysitter\u2026\u201d She whispered to herself as the bright light from the television was starting to lure her to slumber. Rosie had settled down, criss-crossing her legs to focus on the screen with that cheeky smile that showed off two dimples of hers.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Zora is old enough isn\u2019t she? She does all the errands around the house these days because who else is going to do it? Only halfway through seventh grade and she\u2019s already a grown up.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Who needs some damn babysitter?<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">On Sunday morning, what remains of the Booker family had gathered to eat breakfast. Their mother, already dressed to head on to work, had gotten some leftover salad from the fridge. Rosie was munching on a bowl of Trix cereal and Zora had chosen Frosted Flakes instead.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">There was a vacant chair at the right end of their table and none of them, not even Rosie, dared to sit there. For some reason, their mother remembered to ask Zora about her day at school yesterday. Her daughter stopped eating to reply as if she\u2019s been waiting for that question for ages, \u201cIt was alright. Mrs. Nile kept running that mouth of hers about President Bush. She really wanted that Kerry guy to win.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">The lady heard a loud knocking on their door and got up to gaze through the peep-hole. She muttered bitterly, \u201cIt don\u2019t matter to me. They\u2019re all scumbags.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">And may the world know it today that dear Mrs. Tracy Booker welcomed some stranger into their old, worn-out beige sofa on a chilly, Saturday afternoon like he was a long-lost relative of theirs. And Zora had to greet this rando in her butter and cream nightgown with a shy Rosie, clenching it in her fists.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">He was probably in his mid-thirties. A man with lighter skin than hers and a permed afro that was practically black noodles glued onto his hair. He was wearing a white polo with an oversized jean jacket along with some baggy, walnut cargo pants. His sneakers were an ugly pair of black and gray too. Just give him an orange, New York Yankees hat and he\u2019s every guy she\u2019ve seen lounging on the benches of a basketball court. And those pearly white teeth gave a pretty genuine smile so Zora felt a few of her nerves calm down. It\u2019s been a while since she\u2019s seen some of those from someone who isn\u2019t Ro-ro.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">He spoke in this deep, velvety voice that put her more at ease. It was welcoming. \u201cLook who we have here! My, when your pops called he\u2019d go on and on about you two. Feisty little troublemakers aren\u2019t you?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Well, now he annoyed her so she crossed arms indignantly, \u201cI\u2019m not a troublemaker! In fact, last year I won the most well-behaved student award in my class.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">She said that last part with a proud smile and the man returned her smile with a simple, \u201cI\u2019m sure you are.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Mrs. Booker cleared her throat and patted the new caretaker\u2019s back. \u201cZora, Rosie this is Mr.Wesley. He\u2019s going to be watching you two on Saturdays and Sundays so you better behave.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">The man playfully smacked her hand away while reaching into the army green backpack he brought. \u201cOh c\u2019mon Tracey, they can call me Uncle Kevin. Look, I got a little something for you.\u201d A jar of lollipops was pulled out of his bag of mysteries, causing Rosie to gasp but then restrain herself to look expectantly at their mother. They weren\u2019t supposed to take sweets from strangers.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYou can have some. Say thank you before you finish them all. Kev we talked about payment last week, I gotta go. I\u2019ll be back by six.\u201d Mrs. Booker said, getting up from the chair to leave once her flip phone started to buzz.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Rosie smiled, rushing to the jar now that her mom wasn\u2019t looking. \u201cThank you Uncle Kevin! I\u2019ve never had an uncle before!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">The colorless, wooden door shut and Kevin directed his undivided attention to Zora. \u201cYou\u2019re not gonna have any?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">She shrugged, looking off to the side. \u201cI don\u2019t like candy that much- Ro! Don\u2019t take all of them!\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">The little girl had grabbed seven in her grubby hands, all different flavors from blueberry, watermelon, cherry, and apple. She rubbed her eye with her right arm, \u201cWhat? You want one Zo-zo?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Kevin wiggled his eyebrows and smirked to slide the nickname out of his lips like silk. \u201cYeah, <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Zo-zo?<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201d\u00a0 Her heart skipped but maggots blossomed in her stomach, burrowing through intestines as she snatched a lemon lollipop from the transparent jar, swiftly removed its\u2019 wrapper and plopped it in her mouth.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">She retorted, \u201cNo one calls me that except Rosie. Got it?\u201d In the back of her mind, Zora wondered whether she should be talking back to this guy. He isn\u2019t those jerkwads in her gym class that Zora can kick their butts because they said she hits the ball like a girl. Kevin is an adult and she doesn\u2019t like adults. They\u2019re all no-good know-it-alls that shut her up by using fancy talk. But to her surprise, Kevin didn\u2019t scold her for speaking rudely but instead raised his hands in the air, admitting his <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">mistake<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cOh I see. Don\u2019t worry I got it princess. So\u2026how do you spend your weekends?\u201d This man is interesting, Zora thought while stroking her chin. She then stretched her hands over the peach-colored scarf used to tie around her black, natural hair.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI gotta sweep everywhere, clean the toilet, empty the trash bin, tidy up Mom &amp; Dad\u2019s room, do the laundry, and change our bed sheets. I don\u2019t know what lunch is yet but a peanut butter and jelly sandwich sounds good-<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Kevin stopped her mid-rambling, now choosing to stand up which made Zora realize how big he is. The Empire State Building towering over her that\u2019s what he was. She wanted to shrink but he showed off those teeth again while shoving his hands into the pockets of mystery.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">He chuckled, \u201cWoah, woah. Take a chill pill. How about you and Rosie get into something nice while I handle the rest?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Zora wishes she was standing in front of a mirror solely to see the bafflement written on her face. And apparently it was down right obvious because Kevin took his right hand, it had a large sheeny scar on the back of it, to pat her on the head.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">He spoke almost sympathetically, \u201cYou do know that\u2019s what babysitters are for? Right?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Great, now he thinks Zora\u2019s got a dodo brain.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">She shooed his hand away, pouting from embarrassment. \u201cUh duh. I knew that.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Rosie suddenly dropped the four lollipops that were still in her hands to grab Zora\u2019s. Only problem was she had three others in her mouth, poking out from both cheeks so the panicky words that were spoken came out as gibberish. \u201cShora let\u2019s shet shanged or we\u2019ll mish Bwus Cweus!~\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Zora responded with a very understandable \u201cwhat?!\u201d until she was pushed against her will into the bathroom as Kevin said nothing but laugh, laugh, and laugh on repeat.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">When they had returned wearing tie-dye shirts and leggings, Kevin had removed his jacket and thrown it over the sofa. Her eyes widened as he looked ripped, like those men in those magazines next to a bottle of pills Zora managed to find underneath her mother\u2019s pillow last week when cleaning up her room. With that firetruck red \u2018Men\u2019s Health\u2019 logo and a skimpy, soaked shirt that didn\u2019t look comfortable at all. Who\u2019d want to wear a wet t-shirt?\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Except Kevin had patches of sweat under his armpits even though it wasn\u2019t hot in the slightest. As if he\u2019d done a full workout, it did gross her out a little. He was wiping the dining table with this visceral expression when he saw them return, switching to a calm smile and sending a whistle their way before continuing his work. She had raised an eyebrow at this but shrugged it off as there might\u2019ve been a tough stain on the table. Rosie had turned on the tv and without looking, pressed the numbers on their remote that\u2019ll lead them to the Nickelodeon channel.\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Zora personally found Blue Clues boring so she zoned off, watching Rosie lay on the ground while kicking her feet, completely tuned in.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Kevin was weird. But it was a funny kind of weird. He wasn\u2019t like any grown-up she\u2019d ever seen.\u00a0 Not to mention he\u2019ll be doing all her weekend chores from now on so heck, Zora is going to relish this by sitting upside down on the couch, with her brown, lanky legs in the air wearing the goofiest grin she\u2019s made in months.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">She didn\u2019t know \u2018babysitter\u2019 was another word for maid.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">The rest of the day had passed in a breeze and before they knew it, the time read a quarter to six.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cRosie, you need to let me go. I promised to meet your mama downstairs.\u201d She had latched her entire body to his left leg that had tried to take one step outside. It didn\u2019t take much to lock in Ro-ro, besides the candy all he had to do was a floating magic trick with the stash of cards he\u2019d brought and she was sold for life. Zora however, would not be so easily bought out. This is a business capiche? He gets paid, she gets to do nothing for two days. A win-win.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cBut I don\u2019t want Uncle Kevin to leave!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">He effortlessly pried her grip off his leg and knelt down to her level. \u201cI\u2019ll be back next week. Now give your uncle a hug.\u201d Rosie\u2019s lips trembled but she did as told and came in closer. But right then, Zora, who was leaning up on the wall closeby to watch the dramatics unfold, felt a firm arm snake over her back to force her into a group hug. One in which Kevin then got up with a speed Zora barely registered to shake them left and right. Left and right and maybe he shook her hard enough to where his face blurred into her dad for a sliver in time. With his shiny egg-head, golden brown eyes, and a well-groomed beard that never got shaven.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">It felt like an eternity when he finally dropped them, his hold on Zora lingering for a few more seconds than Rosie. But in a flash it was gone and Kevin said his goodbyes and left with the apartment\u2019s exit slightly open. Zora can tell her younger sister felt better about the separation but not by a lot. As a frown followed shortly after his disappearance.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Rosie said dejectedly, \u201cI want next week to come now. Did you like him Zo?\u201d Zora hadn\u2019t realized when a giddy smile had stretched a mile and a half across her face. How did that happen? She quickly fixed it to look disinterested, so Rosie couldn&#8217;t get any silly ideas.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cAre you kidding? He smelled like a sweaty hot dog.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><b>March<\/b><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYou too got any homework?\u201d Mr. Babysitter asked, lying casually on the floor in a black undershirt and skinny jeans. Zora was eating the Kraft Mac n Cheese she made on the sofa alongside Rosie, just a few feet away from Kevin. It\u2019s times like this where she wished they could live in a house of their own. With a spiral staircase she and Ro-ro can slide down and a room Zora can call hers. The walls will be a flamingo pink and have paintings of blobs on them. Ones she could always point to and laugh at when she had a bad school day.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">But whenever Zora takes one step into this apartment, it\u2019s only the stench of death that awaits her. It entraps Zora with its toxic gas and wraps its decaying arms around her. It wants to take out the Booker family, killed Dad two years ago and it\u2019s too late for Mom. But Zora isn\u2019t dying yet and neither is Rosie. She\u2019ll make sure of it.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">She answered,\u00a0 \u201cI got some math to do but I don\u2019t get these stupid fractions-\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWell I do! Used to be a math genius back in the day. Bring it here, we&#8217;ll do it together.\u201d Kevin said while grinning, a little too happy for Zora\u2019s liking. Anyone who gets excited over math is a weirdo, no doubt about it. But she shrugged and retrieved her assignment, hitching her breath when Kevin dragged the forbidden chair at their table, screeching its cylinder legs to sit right beside her.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">When his time to depart came, Kevin gave his hug that has become the standard at this point. It was now Zora\u2019s favorite part of the week. Though this time he paused before exiting the Booker mortuary. \u201cI forgot to ask, how old are you, Zora?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Guess she never told him. She responded, \u201cI\u2019m twelve. Why?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">He then whispered the following words in her ear, words that remained with Zora until they met again. Making her insides bubble like sparkling pop because finally. Finally someone who respects her.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYou don\u2019t look twelve.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><b>April<\/b><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cAnd then Zo said that she slapped him into outer space! Like this! Pow!\u201d Rosie was re-enacting the events of Thursday to Kevin in her orange and white polka dot dress. Sitting on the kitchen counter, chewing on a banana while Zora helped Kevin make spaghetti. The string pasta was hheating up in a pot that was no more the stainless steel as when it was purchased. The discoloration was scattered as rainbow circles laid at the bottom and brown splotches corrupted its handles.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Zora fetched some tomatoes and onion from the fridge. She added on to the story, \u201cThat sicko Fred should\u2019ve expected it when he pulled up my skirt! Just who does he think he is? And somehow I get detention because I was making a big deal out of nothing?!\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">She laid them out on the cutting board, struggling to find the right position to continue slicing after breaking the onion in half when Kevin suddenly pressed his body weight onto her back. Her mind blanked for a couple seconds because he was <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">heavy.<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> It wasn\u2019t like when Rosie would jump on top of her, demanding piggyback rides on the way home from school. And that\u2019s not mentioning the collected manner he placed his rough hands over her meager ones.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYou\u2019re cutting yourself for sure if you hold it like that. You gotta put your hand right there\u2026.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Five forty-five approached and this time, Zora reciprocated the hug and even thanked him for teaching her how to make boring old spaghetti.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><b>May<\/b><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cYou can drop her on our bed. Once she\u2019s asleep, nothing in this world is gonna wake her up.\u201d Zora muttered, smiling at Rosie\u2019s drool and how Kevin laid her down, lying like a starfish. His oversized, vintage black hoodie had a skull with a tiny, flashy red motorcycle under it. He closed the door behind him and spoke in a quiet voice.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cI yoinked a dvd on my ride here.\u201d His substantial curly hair bounced as he led the way back into the parlor and revealed the item in his backpack. A dvd that displayed a giant ship at the bottom half, one that Zora would spend the rest of life dreaming she could ride in. Above it was a man and a woman, they looked awfully happy although the girl\u2019s arms being so wide open reminded her of Jesus nailed to the cross. Straight in the middle, in a large silver and gold font was the title \u201cTitanic\u201d.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">There might\u2019ve been a day when her history teacher said that word but it\u2019s only a vague memory now. Kevin ran to turn off the lights so it was mostly dark except for the faint light escaping the curtains by the window and the fuzzy luminescence of an ash-colored television. After putting the disk in, the man patted the space next to his side and Zora complied, seeing a hand thrown over her side of the couch when he pressed \u2018play\u2019.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">The first forty minutes were uneventful. Nothing was happening and she was about to come up with an excuse to leave when they got to the scene shown on the dvd cover. Jack and Rose had stepped onto the rails, Rose spreading apart her arms to say \u201cI\u2019m flying!\u201d Which had gotten a giggle out of her because no, no she obviously wasn\u2019t. And almost immediately, their lips collided as the wind flowed through their hair, the gorgeous view being ignored. Zora\u2019s hands flew to cover her eyes and she soon heard a chilling laughter not from the screen that made her skin prickle.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWhat is it babycakes? You can\u2019t see a lil\u2019 kissing?\u201d Her dad, when Saturday movie nights hadn\u2019t gone extinct, used to cover Zora and Rosie\u2019s eyes whenever a kiss scene appeared. Mom would elbow him in the ribs jokingly when the scene had long ended but his hands hadn\u2019t moved. Then he\u2019d pull them altogether into a warm embrace until the black and white credits rolled.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">She sniffed, removing her hands to fiddle with her fingers. \u201cI can. It\u2019s just a bad habit.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">It only took thirty minutes for Zora to make a loud yelp because Rose had taken her robe off in order to be drawn like \u201cJack\u2019s french girls\u201d\u00a0 and she could see <\/span><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">everything.<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\"> It made her itch, Zora should\u2019ve slept with Rosie when she had the chance. But if she left now, Uncle Kevin will think she\u2019s a wuss so she sucked it up and watched the entire scene.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">But her eyes began to droop rather quickly and somehow her head was no longer on the sofa but instead on a vintage, black hoodie with an ominous skull on it. It had something else too but she can\u2019t\u2026. remember.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cPut your hands on me Jack.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">The sensual kisses and breathing sounds faded into static.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><b>June<\/b><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">The sisters were licking Kevin\u2019s popsicle sticks on the living room floor, waiting for him to return from his cranberry BMW 3 Series Convertible. Mrs. Booker had left as usual this Sunday morning but then called an hour ago Kevin to say she wouldn\u2019t be returning at six. The reason as to why wasn\u2019t told to Zora, all she knew is they were heading over to Aunt Jazz\u2019s house. It was close by so she brushed aside Kevin\u2019s complaints about them walking, hurriedly stuffing a large paper bag with their nightwear, school uniform, and supplies they\u2019ll use for the night.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">It\u2019s been forever since she\u2019s seen Aunt Jazz. The only thing that comes to mind about her is the gap between her two front teeth and how unnerving it looked once in a Grinch smile every time she told Zora the same spooky stories before bed. Not Rosie though, she would be terrified out of her socks, having already ran to the bathroom. Hiding from monsters created from a figment of lies and their other Aunt Cassie would need to soothe her fears beyond the door despite snickering herself. So once Kevin had come back up saying he\u2019d wait here till her mother arrived, Zora took this as the opportunity to head out.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">It was eight pm, when the distant noise of crickets floods her senses and irritates her eardrums.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">She held their things in one hand and Rosie\u2019s somewhat sticky palm in the other.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Rosie exclaimed happily, \u201cBye, Uncle Kevin!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Zora, for the first time, said smiling in an honest tone, \u201cBye Uncle Kevin.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">The walk to her house was mostly quiet, Rosie got distracted by a ladybug on the sidewalk but that\u2019s nothing new. Until she asked one of those weird questions again, \u201cYou think Uncle Kevin can marry Mommy?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWhat?!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Rosie hopped over a fallen branch. \u201cI don\u2019t know when Daddy is coming back. So Uncle Kevin can keep her company till he comes back. Then we\u2019ll all be one, big happy family.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Except Dad is probably a pile of bones right now. Zora lies to her just like usual, \u201cYeah. That\u2019d be nice. He\u2019d love Uncle Kevin\u2019s beef stew.\u201d It was then she gazed up at a lemon house that was built on the right of a convenience store that sold cigarettes and headphones.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Three knocks later and her aunt\u2019s girlfriend opens the door. Adjusting her glasses because she couldn\u2019t believe her eyes. \u201cRosie! Zora! Oh my god it\u2019s been forever! Come in, come in you\u2019ve gotten so tall! Did your mama drop you here?\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">She was a plump woman in her late twenties. Her hair was in a puff and she had a minimal-looking rose tattooed on her lower right arm. A green, floral dress floated gracefully like a butterfly but could never sting like a bee.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Man she missed Aunt Cassie too. Rosie answered, \u201cNo, we walked here. I saw a ladybug!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cHuh? It\u2019s too late for you girls to be walking outside alone. Now why would Tracey\u2026\u201d A frustrated sigh overcame her before finishing that sentence. She instead ushered them to the evergreen, soft cushions of her sofa. \u201cYour aunt just came back from work and passed out on the bed. Zora, baby you could turn the tv on. I gotta call your mama, maybe she\u2019ll answer this time.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">She went into the hallway, into the guest bedroom to use the wall phone. Zora was reaching for the remote when her heart dropped into her bowels. \u201cI left my bookbag.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Zora has only done one page of her four-page science packet about frog dissections that is due tomorrow. But no matter, it\u2019s only a five minute walk from here. Uncle Kevin could open the door for her.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">She whispered, \u201cRo, I need to head back and get my homework. Don\u2019t tell Aunt Cassie okay? Tell her I\u2019m in the bathroom.\u201d She didn\u2019t give Rosie any time to reply, having left to silently shut the door and rush back to Ridgewood Apartments.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Rosie was blissfully watching Spongebob and Patrick on the tv when Aunt Cassie walked in, pinching the bridge of her nose. \u201cYour mama isn\u2019t answering the phone, called a million times. Where\u2019s your sister?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">That\u2019s right, Zora had disappeared a couple minutes ago. She\u2019s supposed to tell Aunt Cassie that Zo is in the bathroom.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cShe went back home.\u201d The truth slipped out like maple syrup, her eyes bulging once she realized her mistake. No, no, no, Zora\u2019s gonna kill her.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWent back to do what?\u201d Aunt Cassie was already pushing the soles of her feet into her white and blue Nike shoes.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cUh\u2026.get homework?\u201d Rosie said nervously and gulped. Once the door was locked on the outside, she slowly turned her head and waited for her doom. Twenty minutes had gone by and Rosie had begun to wonder what\u2019s taking them so long. But instantly, the room was dipped into chaos when the door flew open out of nowhere, startling Rosie. She leapt out of the sofa to explain slip-up to Zo but froze upon seeing the bewildering fright on Aunt Cassie\u2019s face. She looked scared, Aunt Cassie isn\u2019t scared of anything. She was huffing and puffing out of breath, did she run all the way back? But then her eyes fell on a Zora who was shaking profusely with saliva dripping from her mouth. There was blood on her fingernails, her arms limp at her sides and her short-sleeved, lavender shirt had been ripped from the collar to the middle of her back.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">She looked smaller than usual. Like a graze of a finger is going to whisk her away. Why is she shaking so much? It hasn\u2019t been cold in months.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Aunt Cassie screeched on the top of her lungs, dashing up the stairs. \u201cJasmine! Jasmine! Get in here now! Jasmine!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">The house was spinning and only Rosie was standing still. She was so lost it was making her dizzy. So she asked Zora what\u2019s going on because she always knows what to do.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cHe hugged me.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Rosie barely heard it even though she\u2019s two feet away. She stared in confusion as Zora\u2019s lips opened and closed like those fish in her homeroom\u2019s fish tank at school.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Ohhhh<\/span><\/i><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">. She broke out a delighted smile when she realized who that meant. \u201cYou mean Uncle Kevin? He gives the best hugs doesn\u2019t he? Just like Daddy-\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cHe hugged me everywhere.\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">The words trembled and fled from her mouth as it belonged to another. Drenched in sullen grease and tar and ooze. Rosie doesn\u2019t really get why that\u2019s a bad thing but Zora wasn\u2019t holding any papers or pencils. Maybe she couldn\u2019t find it and Uncle Kevin tried to cheer her up. Rosie\u2019s first thought was to reach for Zora\u2019s hand, that never failed to make her feel better but her sister flinched when their fingers barely touched. Shifting away with a look of terror and falling towards the back of the couch, the tv still playing in the background.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Rosie was stunned beyond belief that she couldn\u2019t try to understand Aunt Jazz and Aunt Cassie\u2019s yelling. Not that it would matter, facing Zora completely meant she couldn\u2019t see any of them. It was just incoherent noise along with phone dialing to her.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cWhat do you mean he drove off?! Who the fuck is Uncle Kevin?! Where the fuck is Tracey?!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cJazz all I know is I got her away from him, he closed that car door and sped to God knows where! Zora, sweetheart, don&#8217;t move, just stay right there! Uh-huh yes, that is our address, please come here quick-\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Another door slamming had Rosie stepping to Zora, her eyebrows turnt downwards and arms spread apart to hold her. To tell Zo that it\u2019s okay and even though nothing is making sense that she\u2019s the bravest person Rosie knows.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Her arms, however, were smacked away and Zora stood up to yell at her in a cracking voice with scorching tears leaking from her eyes. \u201cNo more hugs!!!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">The older girl ran into the bathroom parallel to the guest room where they would be staying, turning the lock. A rock had smashed into Rosie\u2019s chest and it took everything in her to not start wailing. She ran over to the house\u2019s entrance but discovered that this door too was locked. It took a few tries but she managed to lift herself onto the window ledge directly next to the door. Pushing the curtains aside, her hazelnut eyes strained themselves to make out Aunt Cassie and Aunt Jazz on the front lawn.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">Then a couple minutes later, her mother\u2019s car showed up at a lightning speed and parked perpendicular to the house. Mrs. Booker exited the vehicle, no coordination in sight with her hair a complete mess and light blue scrubs that had a bunch of orangish-yellow drops on it. Holding some kind of bottle that Rosie couldn&#8217;t make out no matter how hard she squinted.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">What she could make out was a bizarre thing: Aunt Jazz slapping her mother hard, knocking her off her feet and Aunt Cassie having to secure a strong grip to prevent the furious woman from going even further. If someone can get slapped into outer space, Aunt Jazz just slapped their mother straight down to hell.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cDon\u2019t hit Mommy! Don\u2019t hit her!\u201d She banged on the glass but it made no difference at all. She was invisible and the door wasn\u2019t budging one bit. Rosie ran to the bathroom where another locked door and the sound of water running confirmed that Zora was in there.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">She was about to shout for her but then a frantic, disgusted shriek echoed back. Echoed back harrowingly. \u201cZora! Zora open the door! Aunt Jazz is hitting Mommy!\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">No reply.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">\u201cZora what happened?! What happened?!\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">No reply.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">The crying soon followed as she kept beating the sealed door.\u201cZora I\u2019m sorry! I\u2019m sorry! I didn\u2019t mean to snitch! I\u2019m sorry I won\u2019t do it again I promise! Please don\u2019t hate me!\u201d\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">It didn\u2019t take long for her to give up. She slid down, her back rubbing against the bathroom door. Curling herself into a ball on the marble floor, letting the sounds of water gushing out of the bathtub\u2019s tap and police sirens lull her into a dreamless slumber.<\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-weight: 400\">To sleep amongst the living and allow Zora to lie awake in her watery grave.<\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p><strong>Adugo Okafor<\/strong> is in her junior year, majoring in criminal justice with a psychology and creative writing minors. 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